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Just my feelings I wake up from a peaceful rest Covered in a cold sweat The dream that haunted my reprieve From the life that I must lead Has left me shaking, my head spinning Once again, the demons winning I see a corpse, with legs no more by with C4 I can see the pain upon its face As it stares off into space I try to return to sleep As I begin to weep Another night in Paradise Welcome to my lonely life NG ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Staring out the pane Listening to spattering The memories come rushing back In a merciless attack Peering at me from the dark Faces accusing and stark Those whose lives I could not save Me, they have not forgave I feel I owe an explanation But there are no words for the occasion Some look peaceful, resigned to death Some I see in their dying breath Yet others appear pained and burned As they died from a blast NG ~~~~~~~~~~ The radio blares Confirming my worst fears More lost lives In the blink of an eye A bomb has gone off And I feel lost Lights go on Down the street we race To terrible in a public place Wearing Kevlar With a red star I'm kneeling on my knee And I look up and see A bomb squad tech over a bag I hope its good training he's had I look around and see eyes Begging me with silent cries Everyone wants to live But I have to be selective The ones with arms reach out to me Trying to my knee To some I am the source of life To take them to the surgical knife Others see me as the of Death As they take their dying breath I wish the ghosts would go away But they don't, night or day My life will never be the same As my values have changed You could not pay me to go back there Because I'd live in fear I would not trade it for anything Because it made me who I am NG

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