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We had a connection that ran deep on many levels..one we both know is rare to find..evident from the first time we laid eyes on each other that night. I wanted you to be the person I could share my dreams with, my life with. I had high hopes of what could progress, of laying that foundation down so we could build a life together and live out our dreams with each other. We were both looking for the same thing. On a physical level we exemplified what we both desired..on a chemical level, I found you intoxicating. On paper, we complemented each other. But emotionally, you couldn't make things right..the jealousy, insecurity, assumptions, and disrespect created a toxic environment that nothing good could grow from. You pushed things too hard too fast, which only pushed me away; not allowing me to be who I am..keeping me from being what you wanted me to be for you. I made excuses for you after some of the shitty things u did and believed in you, so I kept giving it more chances..then you really messed things up. As it usually turns out, I didn't see something coming that most others did. 
For many reasons I'm glad it's done. But since my heart is a slow second behind my head, I still miss you. I still want to come home to you, to wake up next to you. I still think about the amazing moments we had..how nice it felt laying next to you in the shadows of the night sharing intimate details about ourselves. But I'm putting my best effort forth to make a clean break and move away from this bc I know what I want, and I no longer believe I'll find it here with you. You chose to live with your flaws, unchanging, just trying to manipulate how others saw you. You are truly wonderful in many ways, but your flaws are toxic to any healthy relationship. I'm sorry that I believed in you and gave you so many chances then ended up hurt in the end. Im more sorry that you knowingly chose to be an asshole. But I still believe in the kind of love that I want and deserve. It's just a matter of waiting for my heart to catch up to my head.  Sex personals Clarissa Minnesota

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